9 45 pm
it's been more than a month since i started working at gancho studio, will say it will be 2 months after that and i'm thinking to myself just make it through probation. and here i am lecturing to myself about a few things i am going through.
one is trying to survive in this industry, and the other is probably to do with making it in this industry a rough idea, that was trying to tell me by instinct but i never understand what is it about.
Survive in this industry, more like when someone like me is given opportunity to work with a company on a project, I would do my very best to work with them, I would show face, take instructions, critism, and make things look nice, kinda like applying my art sense ady, also involve is communication, understanding and work attitude, the stuff that every new staff member is already familiar with. maybe I am understanding but i it doesn't proof i am doing it right, so that leaves until probation is over. So for now, I try my best to keep the supervisors happy and work with them, making sure there is no complains about the way i work. that means I keep my attitude right, learn the flow, the system and adapt to my working environment, got a question just ask, at least I know what I am doing.
another is making it in this industry, which can mean that fresh graduate or someone with experience, disregard exercise their creative idea to contribute any kind of ideas to project, concept stage, starting until finishing, and they relly put their artistic ability first before work attitude to survive in this industry, thats mean employer probably accept them based on artistic ability more and see if they can be usefull to them company for future projects and not just calafe. can say those who survive in the industry are expendable and can be replaced anytime, while the one making it in the industry comes out with ideas and more creative ideas making themselves usefull, they are very active and contribute much more to the company than those who try hard to survive.
maybe they can also be more usefull as project managers in the future when the ones who try to survive do more best at surviving and help the one that making it. from my understanding, i think can use both to stay in this industry longer. this matter can be debated also with myself but leave it to everyone experience.
i just want to surivive my probation at moment