12 11 pm
okay, so i try to sound as optimistic as i can in this shitty life of mine.
1. did a few interviews so far and none of them so to last.
2. started my class again and realised that i really fell behind.
3. got another interview next week.
4. i don't know if mom is even serious about japan at all. if she is lying then i just have to go on my own.
5. what happens next? i really don't know.