December and doubt

10 52 pm

some updates.

1. i'm not sure how  to express this so i'm going to type out at straight forward as i would. i don't feel like it's monday blues for me 2moro, i just am not sure why but i know i can expect some scolding 2moro. i will mention termination of my contract to wen hwa
2. i'm not sure if i will make it to near end of my contract, they always mention never built attachments to anything. i think i already lost mine.
3. did you always wonder why you wanted leave in less than a year, i found one of my own answers now.
4. if i leave 2moro sucessfully, then i will just think of doing revision and sit for the advance 8 exam only nothing else throughout this month.

december

1 25 pm

some updates

1. it's not even the middle of the month but I will type this out anyway, I expect this few weeks to turn out very terrible, it's just not that way yet.
2. lacking time to study for the advance 8 exam.

year end

1 13 pm

some updates

1. 4 months have passed me by, it's the start of the 5th month and I think I have already decided my future here, I will not stay as a permanent position, instead I will leave my contract soon.
2. I am delaying my exam by 4 weeks instead of 3.
3. I don't know what the future will be and I always tell myself that no matter how bad it is. hang on
4. always hoping you will last the whole year might not happen, I guess I had to learn it the hard way, I guess it was worth it keeping busy every once in awhile.