Monday, September 7, 2026

new interns

 5 05 am

some updates

1.  there were new interns lately, all 6 of them, mixed of genders, ethnicity and schools, now i am no longer the newest intern and that is dreadfull, but hey you know the system they came out with? all new interns have at least 1 person each supervising instead of being under 1 main lead. as for me, im supposed to complete some scratches for the table legs before checking in with sofea for the last time, and getting final approval. abu also requested that i spend time talking to interns when they are all work from home.

2. i received a response from immortals only after applying on linkedin, and that assholes only replied to me properly after several months, fucking assholes.

3. i only just learn that shou yee is no longer working at the office, after i noticed the shutter at the office is closed most days, i need ti figure out about returning to the family bussiness.

Thursday, September 3, 2026

Nimbus Games

 4 54 am

updates

1.  its been more than 2 weeks since i started my internship at Nimbus games and to be frank, it's not really looking good at all, i get asked alot of ridiculous questions and the worse part is that i been asked why i applied there.  i don't know how long i will last at nimbus games, because i am not getting paid or receiving my travel allowance at all. so my only option is keep job searching and keep applying and hopefully something turns up.

2.  met one of the lead artist abu yesterday and had a conversation, i received assistance from abu and well lets just say that abu came in to rescue.

3. met some chick from cool cats cafe by the name of wei wei, she seems cute and asked for my name.

Tuesday, August 25, 2026

i lost the position

 6 18 pm

some updates

1. the bad news is i responded too late to equator college and lost the position for 3D animation lecturer, but i dont blame them, they desperately need a lecturer and cannot wait for me because their intake starts in september and i am only available after december.

2. i survived my first week at nimbus games for internship, i wonder if i will even make it until december. will just see how things go, secondly wai san, who is another intern(darn she's cute) recommends if i take the train and use monorail from masjid jamek to titiwangsa, i save alot more money on parking, petrol, car maintenance and even servicing, as matter of fact i save myself the trouble of forcing myself to stay awake through the whole time driving and fighting traffic.

3. i will continue applying to positions.

Friday, August 21, 2026

Nimbus Games

 11 18 pm

some updates

1. completed my first week at Nimbus Games, can't believe i lasted 8 days at moment. i have a onboarding asset to work on and complete and i only did a quick UV unwrap and bake test at moment, i still have proper UV unwrap to do and texturing to work on.

2. i will be applying for roles at bonfire and other game companies that have vacancies.

3. i will see if Celine is at Sugar and I tomorrow.

Saturday, August 15, 2026

Nimbus Games

 4 38 pm

some updates

1. it's been 3 days since i started my internship at Nimbus Games, i told the interns it's my first ever internship, but to be frank it's third time for me. i don't know how long i will last, but i am just trying to get by thats all. i noticed someone in their discord is very direct with words and doesn't hesitate to tell anyone off, and that piece of shit was a junior artist, with egoistic personality. I was told that they will move office to subang jaya next month, but they are still unsure yet, so i had to check in just in case to avoid future issues like driving to sentul in the near future.

2. i will continue applying to positions, thats all i can do.

3. the station maybe delayed for the moment, how long? i don't know but what i can do is maybe prepare the props for texturing in substance painter.

Monday, August 10, 2026

internship start soon

 11 34 am

some updates

1. the internship starts tomorrow, 9 am until 6 pm, its not paid so i will not stay anymore than 6 pm even if they insist, the office location is all the way in the city and traffic seems bad enough when it's weekday. i also hope i can at least borrow equipment to do internship.

2. larian and double eleven rejected me, i have a feeling it's filter rejection. bloody hell i hate when these companies do things like that.

3. i will continue applying to companies because, im not sure how long i will last after this internship because i am not even making a single $$$, who knows i probably end up in depth in december.

Tuesday, July 28, 2026

interview update

 8 23 pm

some updates

1. interview with blitz multimedia is done and over it, turns out that nothing will happen after all and i just went there for interview thats it.

2. ah kok foo has finished surgery and is slowly on the road to recovery. me and mom will pay ah kok foo in the hospital a visit sometime.

3. i applied to several more positions and will probably never get any response, or interviews for this year

4. i decided i will risk it and send the message to joseph teng tonight, no reply will probably mean the internship will never happen and im back to where i started.

5. fucking IGDA