near october end

 8 06 am

some updates

1. october is almost ending and my wisdom tooth on the right side is finally both taken out, no serious pain at the moment, i had to purposely request MC for 2 days to recover.

2. still applying for positions as usual, just that im not getting any interviews yet, maybe it will happen after december or maybe i wont be getting any position until next year.

3. che is coming back in december, i prepared stuff in the room and for che workplace also.

October 2026

1 02 pm

some updates

1. 2 more interns at nimbus games, and i believe im working on my last asset before december arrives.

2. i had my last surgery yesterday, hopefully its my last surgery for wisdom tooth, because it affected my body so much to the point i had almost of my strenght gone and cannot even walk properly. i purposely asked for MC for 2 days these time so i can avoid the same issue last time.

3. i still have to apply for positions to financially support the family.

4. went to level up KL and well, basically it felt more like an off day than anything else.

new interns, one wisdom tooth gone, september

 2 17 pm

some updates

1. more new interns arrived at nimbus, one of them, actually 2 of them i helped before when their senior wasnt around. i was told by chanelle that another intern will arrive and that intern is a programmer. I am also speaking to chanelle alot more than i should, normally no artist would speak directly with one of the designers in the game.

2. just took away my wisdom tooth this morning, i am scheduled for the next surgery in october. it took around 45- 50 minutes to extract my tooth, i got week after that because i lost maybe some blood, then after i ate, took antibiotics, pain killers, drank lots of water, for some weird reason, i restored more than half my energy, i hope i can stay this way until monday.

3. i send my works to midaz orion, dont know if they will ever reply to me. i will apply to more positions also just in case.

more new interns

 10 44 am

some updates

1. new interns arrive, they are from taylors and clazroom, mostly are 3D now an entire table filled with 3D artist is full.

2. i completed my first asset now i am doing my second asset in calamity, the good news is i am still working directly with abu and wei how, and i dont have to take leadership responsibility at all.

3. i decided i will keep applying to positions in future, thats all i can do now.

new interns

 5 05 am

some updates

1.  there were new interns lately, all 6 of them, mixed of genders, ethnicity and schools, now i am no longer the newest intern and that is dreadfull, but hey you know the system they came out with? all new interns have at least 1 person each supervising instead of being under 1 main lead. as for me, im supposed to complete some scratches for the table legs before checking in with sofea for the last time, and getting final approval. abu also requested that i spend time talking to interns when they are all work from home.

2. i received a response from immortals only after applying on linkedin, and that assholes only replied to me properly after several months, fucking assholes.

3. i only just learn that shou yee is no longer working at the office, after i noticed the shutter at the office is closed most days, i need ti figure out about returning to the family bussiness.

Nimbus Games

 4 54 am

updates

1.  its been more than 2 weeks since i started my internship at Nimbus games and to be frank, it's not really looking good at all, i get asked alot of ridiculous questions and the worse part is that i been asked why i applied there.  i don't know how long i will last at nimbus games, because i am not getting paid or receiving my travel allowance at all. so my only option is keep job searching and keep applying and hopefully something turns up.

2.  met one of the lead artist abu yesterday and had a conversation, i received assistance from abu and well lets just say that abu came in to rescue.

3. met some chick from cool cats cafe by the name of wei wei, she seems cute and asked for my name.

i lost the position

 6 18 pm

some updates

1. the bad news is i responded too late to equator college and lost the position for 3D animation lecturer, but i dont blame them, they desperately need a lecturer and cannot wait for me because their intake starts in september and i am only available after december.

2. i survived my first week at nimbus games for internship, i wonder if i will even make it until december. will just see how things go, secondly wai san, who is another intern(darn she's cute) recommends if i take the train and use monorail from masjid jamek to titiwangsa, i save alot more money on parking, petrol, car maintenance and even servicing, as matter of fact i save myself the trouble of forcing myself to stay awake through the whole time driving and fighting traffic.

3. i will continue applying to positions.