i lost the position

 6 18 pm

some updates

1. the bad news is i responded too late to equator college and lost the position for 3D animation lecturer, but i dont blame them, they desperately need a lecturer and cannot wait for me because their intake starts in september and i am only available after december.

2. i survived my first week at nimbus games for internship, i wonder if i will even make it until december. will just see how things go, secondly wai san, who is another intern(darn she's cute) recommends if i take the train and use monorail from masjid jamek to titiwangsa, i save alot more money on parking, petrol, car maintenance and even servicing, as matter of fact i save myself the trouble of forcing myself to stay awake through the whole time driving and fighting traffic.

3. i will continue applying to positions.

Nimbus Games

 11 18 pm

some updates

1. completed my first week at Nimbus Games, can't believe i lasted 8 days at moment. i have a onboarding asset to work on and complete and i only did a quick UV unwrap and bake test at moment, i still have proper UV unwrap to do and texturing to work on.

2. i will be applying for roles at bonfire and other game companies that have vacancies.

3. i will see if Celine is at Sugar and I tomorrow.

Nimbus Games

 4 38 pm

some updates

1. it's been 3 days since i started my internship at Nimbus Games, i told the interns it's my first ever internship, but to be frank it's third time for me. i don't know how long i will last, but i am just trying to get by thats all. i noticed someone in their discord is very direct with words and doesn't hesitate to tell anyone off, and that piece of shit was a junior artist, with egoistic personality. I was told that they will move office to subang jaya next month, but they are still unsure yet, so i had to check in just in case to avoid future issues like driving to sentul in the near future.

2. i will continue applying to positions, thats all i can do.

3. the station maybe delayed for the moment, how long? i don't know but what i can do is maybe prepare the props for texturing in substance painter.

internship start soon

 11 34 am

some updates

1. the internship starts tomorrow, 9 am until 6 pm, its not paid so i will not stay anymore than 6 pm even if they insist, the office location is all the way in the city and traffic seems bad enough when it's weekday. i also hope i can at least borrow equipment to do internship.

2. larian and double eleven rejected me, i have a feeling it's filter rejection. bloody hell i hate when these companies do things like that.

3. i will continue applying to companies because, im not sure how long i will last after this internship because i am not even making a single $$$, who knows i probably end up in depth in december.

interview update

 8 23 pm

some updates

1. interview with blitz multimedia is done and over it, turns out that nothing will happen after all and i just went there for interview thats it.

2. ah kok foo has finished surgery and is slowly on the road to recovery. me and mom will pay ah kok foo in the hospital a visit sometime.

3. i applied to several more positions and will probably never get any response, or interviews for this year

4. i decided i will risk it and send the message to joseph teng tonight, no reply will probably mean the internship will never happen and im back to where i started.

5. fucking IGDA

interview

 10 pm

some updates

1. i am interviewing with bernard tomorrow from blitz multimedia sdn bhd at his office in bukit jalil at 11 am tomorrow, i am leaving at 9 30 am and hopefully i can find parking there, i will interview with him tomorrow and thank him for taking the time to interview me despite he wont hire me.

2. i filled in the onboarding for nimbus games already but im not sure to expect anything therefore, im going to search more vacancies just in case even if i have to take administration vacancy to pay bills.

3. i made very little progress on the station, now i am texturing the reactor but it's moving too slow, i wil try and complete the reactor either by July or august.

4. the fucking IGDA rejected my application for Larian Studios Game development hangout, stupid fuckers.

5. not sure what more will happen but kok foo will have heart surgery tomorrow.

July 2026

 5 42 am

some updates

1. kok foo had a heart attack, but he is stable at moment, he is currently warded at serdang hospital, which is a goverment hospital.

2. i recently had job interviews with several companies, one of them is virtuos for level artist, and i got internship offer with nimbus games, i wonder if i will ever get a reply from nimbus games or i should just respond with the offer letter and my IC.

3. so i made little progress on the station making materials and textures, now i am at the texturing stage and hopefully can get stasis done in July, i also hope i can get reactor done in July as well, i am behind schedule.

4. I am scheduled next week for an interview with bliz multimedia sdn bhd with bernard at 10 am, so i will be driving there next monday, need to pump petrol and check the car tyre pressure as well.

5. i saw celine foh again and sugar and I, i will keep talking to her more.

6. end of July i will be attending a game dev meetup.