CNY 2026

10 32 am

some updates

1. well, this year ins't much but i will mention it anyway, there was no interview in january except some stupid phone call, then there was no interview for febuary, i doubt there will be any interview, despite applying for positions. i am not sure if there will be interviews for this year.

2. i finally reached the materials and texturing stage for the station, and i will be making the textures in stages, i would like to rush but if i rush, everything will just be messy, so i decided that i will texture modulars that are priority first.

3. celine wished me happy new year, not something i expected from her but i will talk to her more this year, i hope she stays so i can talk to her more.

4. i will stay focus and determine to get interview and position, thats all i can do on my side, to lessen moms burden.

22nd Jan 2026

 7 54 pm

some updates

1. it's been a few weeks since 2026 started and i have not got any interview yet, i was mostly ignored and then treated like shit. according to mom, she will be asked to leave selset soon and i have no idea what is happening, i think in future i might have to return to the family bussiness.

2. the station really have little progress, i am sorry to myself i am really trying my best here to make progress with little resources and knowledge, it takes many years to make this game i made for myself but it's taken more time than expected. my blueprint knowledge is very little, i am only at beginner level and i focus mostly on modular assets that i model since 2023 until now. its taken so long because i am making everything, from prototype, GDD, first playable, textures, UV, light, materials, decal, everything until n ow. I wish i can push faster but this is the fastest i can do. i have updated JIRA on the timeline schedule and of course trello on progress, even more. i even arranged the schedule on what needs to be done in certain time based on knowledge and whether it's possible to achieve or not without expecting anything.

3. Celine is graduating this year and i wished her congratulations was the most i can do, i have not spoken to her more yet, but i want to try.

4. i applied to several positions also and got rejected, what happens this year i really don't know. i can at least try to secure a position in some game company and at least pass probation before deciding to leave this industry as artist permanently.

5. the roof has been changed already, so currently even with rains or heavy rains, there is no leaking yet, need to check with ah long about painting over the watermarks soon.

2026

 12 15

some updates

1. it's 2026, i should be positive but honestly i am not, not with how things are at moment. everything is kept inside my head at moment.

2. finally all modular assets including props, set and dressing are done for the station, i just need to collect the modulars with remaining UV's, and have them placed in the engine, then start thinking about materials and textures.

3. i will be sending new artworks to limbheim soon to review, whatever they choose is up to them.

09.12.2025

 8 53 pm

some updates

1. mock teaching is over, i figured nothing will happen from here already since some students actually dislike the content haha.

2. was contacted from a unreal engine game designer position and then got ignored.

3. i am thinking i should contact shirene from at event quest on this thursday with questions.

I am guessing thats all the interview for the months already, meanwhile i will continue working on the materials and textures just for the bin, just one modular at the moment then i will continue to work and finish the modular for exit to contamination and research display.

december 2025

 1 29 am

some updates

1. interview with at event quest sdn bhd at 12 pm today, but if it's raining i would be late. depends

2. received message from talent searcher that represents a game company, all they did was ask for my resume.

3. house roof is getting changed and repaird soon.

27th november

 1 33 pm

some updates

1. infinite minds academy decided to invite me for mockup teaching on 08.12.2025 at 11 am, but i might be going earlier because i am worried about heavy rain.

2. had the sunday gathering last week with sashimi, damn, she is leaving for good.

3. was supposed to be interviewed by at event quest, and now they cannot be bothered to even reply? stupid dumb company person.

4. sculpting is done for the bench, now i am decimating everything before i start exporting, renaming and then test bake.

november 2025

 10 03 am

some updates

1. uv unwraps for the station are all finished for the most important modular assets, there are more smaller assets to model and finish but i will focus on the important assets at moment. now i am sculpting on the high poly for the interchange bench because i finished sculpting for medical bed. progress a little bit slow but hopefully i can finish all sculpting next week and start the baking.

2. was interviewed by infinite academy recently for the position of 3d animation trainer, the school seems to focus on children with special need and i have no idea what i was doing there except to use as excuse to do something. but they mentioned mock teaching during interview so i thought i would prepare some slides. i installed maya 2022 in my laptop for just in case they dont have a PC available for me. and i just learned they want to give me a mockup teaching on 2nd december which is 2 weeks from now. i am still deciding if i can do it or not.

3.  getting ready to see sashimi again this weekend, i need to put money aside for the food gathering and then pump petrol and top up my touch and go card for sunday afternoon. i maybe fall asleep there or go back earlier if i am very sleepy.

4. maybe i also need to top up credit for my touch and go e wallet soon.