interview update

 8 23 pm

some updates

1. interview with blitz multimedia is done and over it, turns out that nothing will happen after all and i just went there for interview thats it.

2. ah kok foo has finished surgery and is slowly on the road to recovery. me and mom will pay ah kok foo in the hospital a visit sometime.

3. i applied to several more positions and will probably never get any response, or interviews for this year

4. i decided i will risk it and send the message to joseph teng tonight, no reply will probably mean the internship will never happen and im back to where i started.

5. fucking IGDA

interview

 10 pm

some updates

1. i am interviewing with bernard tomorrow from blitz multimedia sdn bhd at his office in bukit jalil at 11 am tomorrow, i am leaving at 9 30 am and hopefully i can find parking there, i will interview with him tomorrow and thank him for taking the time to interview me despite he wont hire me.

2. i filled in the onboarding for nimbus games already but im not sure to expect anything therefore, im going to search more vacancies just in case even if i have to take administration vacancy to pay bills.

3. i made very little progress on the station, now i am texturing the reactor but it's moving too slow, i wil try and complete the reactor either by July or august.

4. the fucking IGDA rejected my application for Larian Studios Game development hangout, stupid fuckers.

5. not sure what more will happen but kok foo will have heart surgery tomorrow.

July 2026

 5 42 am

some updates

1. kok foo had a heart attack, but he is stable at moment, he is currently warded at serdang hospital, which is a goverment hospital.

2. i recently had job interviews with several companies, one of them is virtuos for level artist, and i got internship offer with nimbus games, i wonder if i will ever get a reply from nimbus games or i should just respond with the offer letter and my IC.

3. so i made little progress on the station making materials and textures, now i am at the texturing stage and hopefully can get stasis done in July, i also hope i can get reactor done in July as well, i am behind schedule.

4. I am scheduled next week for an interview with bliz multimedia sdn bhd with bernard at 10 am, so i will be driving there next monday, need to pump petrol and check the car tyre pressure as well.

5. i saw celine foh again and sugar and I, i will keep talking to her more.

6. end of July i will be attending a game dev meetup.

CNY 2026

10 32 am

some updates

1. well, this year ins't much but i will mention it anyway, there was no interview in january except some stupid phone call, then there was no interview for febuary, i doubt there will be any interview, despite applying for positions. i am not sure if there will be interviews for this year.

2. i finally reached the materials and texturing stage for the station, and i will be making the textures in stages, i would like to rush but if i rush, everything will just be messy, so i decided that i will texture modulars that are priority first.

3. celine wished me happy new year, not something i expected from her but i will talk to her more this year, i hope she stays so i can talk to her more.

4. i will stay focus and determine to get interview and position, thats all i can do on my side, to lessen moms burden.

22nd Jan 2026

 7 54 pm

some updates

1. it's been a few weeks since 2026 started and i have not got any interview yet, i was mostly ignored and then treated like shit. according to mom, she will be asked to leave selset soon and i have no idea what is happening, i think in future i might have to return to the family bussiness.

2. the station really have little progress, i am sorry to myself i am really trying my best here to make progress with little resources and knowledge, it takes many years to make this game i made for myself but it's taken more time than expected. my blueprint knowledge is very little, i am only at beginner level and i focus mostly on modular assets that i model since 2023 until now. its taken so long because i am making everything, from prototype, GDD, first playable, textures, UV, light, materials, decal, everything until n ow. I wish i can push faster but this is the fastest i can do. i have updated JIRA on the timeline schedule and of course trello on progress, even more. i even arranged the schedule on what needs to be done in certain time based on knowledge and whether it's possible to achieve or not without expecting anything.

3. Celine is graduating this year and i wished her congratulations was the most i can do, i have not spoken to her more yet, but i want to try.

4. i applied to several positions also and got rejected, what happens this year i really don't know. i can at least try to secure a position in some game company and at least pass probation before deciding to leave this industry as artist permanently.

5. the roof has been changed already, so currently even with rains or heavy rains, there is no leaking yet, need to check with ah long about painting over the watermarks soon.

2026

 12 15

some updates

1. it's 2026, i should be positive but honestly i am not, not with how things are at moment. everything is kept inside my head at moment.

2. finally all modular assets including props, set and dressing are done for the station, i just need to collect the modulars with remaining UV's, and have them placed in the engine, then start thinking about materials and textures.

3. i will be sending new artworks to limbheim soon to review, whatever they choose is up to them.

09.12.2025

 8 53 pm

some updates

1. mock teaching is over, i figured nothing will happen from here already since some students actually dislike the content haha.

2. was contacted from a unreal engine game designer position and then got ignored.

3. i am thinking i should contact shirene from at event quest on this thursday with questions.

I am guessing thats all the interview for the months already, meanwhile i will continue working on the materials and textures just for the bin, just one modular at the moment then i will continue to work and finish the modular for exit to contamination and research display.