7 54 pm
some updates
1. it's been a few weeks since 2026 started and i have not got any interview yet, i was mostly ignored and then treated like shit. according to mom, she will be asked to leave selset soon and i have no idea what is happening, i think in future i might have to return to the family bussiness.
2. the station really have little progress, i am sorry to myself i am really trying my best here to make progress with little resources and knowledge, it takes many years to make this game i made for myself but it's taken more time than expected. my blueprint knowledge is very little, i am only at beginner level and i focus mostly on modular assets that i model since 2023 until now. its taken so long because i am making everything, from prototype, GDD, first playable, textures, UV, light, materials, decal, everything until n ow. I wish i can push faster but this is the fastest i can do. i have updated JIRA on the timeline schedule and of course trello on progress, even more. i even arranged the schedule on what needs to be done in certain time based on knowledge and whether it's possible to achieve or not without expecting anything.
3. Celine is graduating this year and i wished her congratulations was the most i can do, i have not spoken to her more yet, but i want to try.
4. i applied to several positions also and got rejected, what happens this year i really don't know. i can at least try to secure a position in some game company and at least pass probation before deciding to leave this industry as artist permanently.
5. the roof has been changed already, so currently even with rains or heavy rains, there is no leaking yet, need to check with ah long about painting over the watermarks soon.
3. Celine is graduating this year and i wished her congratulations was the most i can do, i have not spoken to her more yet, but i want to try.
4. i applied to several positions also and got rejected, what happens this year i really don't know. i can at least try to secure a position in some game company and at least pass probation before deciding to leave this industry as artist permanently.
5. the roof has been changed already, so currently even with rains or heavy rains, there is no leaking yet, need to check with ah long about painting over the watermarks soon.
