Wednesday, December 4, 2019

december

1 25 pm

some updates

1. it's not even the middle of the month but I will type this out anyway, I expect this few weeks to turn out very terrible, it's just not that way yet.
2. lacking time to study for the advance 8 exam.

Sunday, December 1, 2019

year end

1 13 pm

some updates

1. 4 months have passed me by, it's the start of the 5th month and I think I have already decided my future here, I will not stay as a permanent position, instead I will leave my contract soon.
2. I am delaying my exam by 4 weeks instead of 3.
3. I don't know what the future will be and I always tell myself that no matter how bad it is. hang on
4. always hoping you will last the whole year might not happen, I guess I had to learn it the hard way, I guess it was worth it keeping busy every once in awhile.


Thursday, November 21, 2019

november

1 32 pm

here some updates

1. did my Japanese revision, discovered I might not pass so I have to take the exam another time. I need maybe more than 2 weeks revision time including weekends
2. I'm still working on the CNY city, except I have moved unto UV's.
3. received my upgraded CPU with SSD, it's faster than before now.
4. I finally managed to ask Michelle Limmy out again this year, we are having Japanese
5. it's almost going to be 4 months and counting in Astro.

in snap one my fingers, 4 months was about to pass, before I know it, its already end of the year, and before I know it, my contract is already over.

Thursday, November 7, 2019

some thinking to myself

1 : 25 pm

here are some updates.

1. I been in astro more than 3 months and I keep wondering to myself, how long will I last here if I'm not let go from my contract or fired.
2. I decided to take a day away from this place to think of everything, to know if it's really worth to stay in the industry any longer, to wonder if really worth fighting for.
3. I'm not sure what how to say this but advance 8 exam is this month and I don't know how I will do or pass.

Monday, October 28, 2019

Astro

1 46 pm

some updates.

1. it's almost 3 months as astro, similar to end of probation, but I am still on contract, waiting for my 3rd contract fee I guess.
2. sometimes I loose track of my purpose here.
3. my Holliday seemed short, it's like it passed by me very quickly.
4. I am not sure I will pass the advance 8 exam.

Thursday, October 10, 2019

October at Astro

okay some updates

1. now doing a different job, something called LED in post production
2. waiting for my next contract fee
3. wondering when to ask theresa out again.
4. need to do revision for japanese again

Tuesday, October 1, 2019

Astro and Theresa

10 30 pm

latest updates.

1. I'm starting to leave Astro at like 8 pm on tuesday until friday these days.
2. finally my 2nd date with theresa.
3. it's been 2 months since my contract started, into the 3rd month and i wonder how long it will last, I'm betting on Wen hwa letting me go, if and when it does, i will probably leave sooner. Yeong says i will be a legend when i get let go, at least i will receive my last fee before i am let go.