Thursday, September 6, 2018

Vfx training & Michelle

9 44 pm

okay some updates.

1. second day for vfx training, i did tracking on live footage success well abit.
2. i met with michelle for the first time and feel like it was first time i also speak with her even if we were talking or 2 years. i think she is unhappy if i post like this
3. hope that things go well between me and her, i want to get to know her better abd hoprefulyl she doesn't mind seeing me again.
4. meanwhile appying more post and getting interview if i can.

Wednesday, August 29, 2018


1 02 pm

some updates.

1. skip 4 japanese class already, missed 4th class because have to give michelle limmy her kit kat but end up ffk.
2. got an offer to attend vfx training by Mara corporation. it's about 6 month + 3 months for on the job training they are saying.
3. have rejected so many times i really startrting to think if apply this vfx training is smart choice or not.
4. today i will comtinue to revision for japanese, i have left my study long time already and ignore.
5. i tried applied to stream line studio and others game company but not success. sometimes i think i maybe cannot enter games industry. well i tried all they do is kick people out.
6. next wednesday i will meet with michelle and hopefulyl can success meet her and give her her kit kat before expire.
7. learning Unity now.

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

what is happening

3 29 am

some updates.

1. it's more than 3 months i return from japan, i have 3 interviews already and no offer :_(
2. i pased advance japanese 4 and make it to 5.
3. i meet some asshole in the industry, yes, i am saying asshole, i decided i will bury these assholes seriously.
4. i improving some test i did not finish and will put into my reel again.
5. i try to find work at overseas before and i see that everyone have success to get work except me at overseas, really whats wrong? it is that hard to get a simple job at overseas? whats wrong at that?
6. i will sit for N3 this year if i can make it.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Japan 2018

1 59 pm

it's been a few months no update but  here is a few.

1. have my ticket to japan, my hostel reservation and maybe if i can visit sarah.
2. what to do after my 2 weeks trip, i really don't know.
3. started to do some z brush character sculpts.
4. plan to apply some game positions when i return from japan, thats another plan.

Saturday, February 3, 2018


4 56 am

okay some updates.

1. failed my advance 3 exam, going to resit again next week if i am confident enough.
2. i decided that i should send my demoreel to scribbles even if i think it looks bad.
3. i will get my plane ticket soon for Japan.
4. girlfreind(shut up! my choice)
5. finished dying light.

Saturday, December 2, 2017


8 40 am

latest updates

1. i have survivved 1 month in codemasters CAp training, didn't expect it but wow managed to survive that long, lets see if i can survive another month. until this is over.
2. and what have i learned there? how to create LOD(duh) and creating baked occlusions in substance and texture painting in substance, i only started subtance this year.
3. my holliday is almost over soon, waiting for the next holliday, what the hell am i talking about? my holliday starts after 25th dec.
4. missed my japanese class, but got my homework.

been back to the cinema after so many months, watched justice league.
okay and finally a future plan.

1. holliday in japan during spring, i decided for 3 weeks long, starting from tokyo, ikebukuro.
2. while i am there i either can find language schools or try out part time jobs.

Monday, November 13, 2017


10 : 12 pm

okay some updates

1. it's been almost 2 weeks since i started my training at codemasters. i was expecting nothing, but what happened was i did not do well at all. should i quit? should i stay on?
2. got my class this week, thinking of skipping.
3. planning for my japan trip next year.