yee cheong's cremation

 1 : 11 pm

some updates

1. today was yee cheong's cremation, it was a moment in time when more family members pass on and relatives were decreasing. i feel that this moment was really the time when all family members need to keep together and take care of each other. all i know is everything will change from here forward, i need to take care of my family.

2. while attending the funeral i was delayed, not much of the asset was for project sands, i hope i can make progress this week.

3. this is really inapproritate to mention but, ah yong che, auntie jill, ah bi che and some of the women i fantasized as my lovers and wives were all present. especially Jill, the situation when she sat next to me and how the moment felt, was almost the same in my reality.  

July 7th 2023

 8 am

latest updates

1.  yee cheong has passed away, from the heart attack he had, and multiple organ failure, i received the news yesterday during class session, i will be attending the funeral at evening. Arthur is already flight and probably arrived yesterday night with zen. i also learned that yee cheong's side of the family, alot of them i never really met accompanied him until the last moments.

2. i am just wondering, ever since ku mah, sam suk and ku cheh, more family members have been passing on and i thinking the future will never be the same anymore, i will not argue with family but instead want to keep the family together more than before.

3.  i need to try and get the ropes done this week so i can get the high poly done as well. 

July 19 2023

 12 35 pm

some updates

1. shibah got married and returned to class, vesna has health issues has not returned from the hospital, felix mentions that august he has more time to spend with onyx academy and will give reviews session on friday but only for august, it's already middle of July.

2. yee cheong has multiple organ failure, it seems that his turmour turned into cancer and his whole body including mind is giving up. currently he is unconcious. i'm thinking possibly should i skip the class session today or give up tomorrow session to say goodbye also.

3.  arthur is coming back from auckland and possibly arriving tonight to say goodbye.

July 2023

5 00 am

It's already July 2023, my goodness, more than 1/2 year already!

here is some updates

1. more than 1 month now into Onyx academy and i am surprised i am not terminated yet. not sure if this course can be completed.

2.  I received a call from ICLS farenheit about my placement test for advance 13, i need to pay 50 myr for just a placement test.

3. mom called a contractor to check to the house for anything that needs fixing and the contractor came twice, i might be moved over to kok foo's house during repairs or renovation, the house has a new fridge after so many years, a new microwave oven and some new LED lights, finally the hallway at the stairs has some lights.

4. i have an interview this thursday at 11 am and I am wondering how i am going to get there if i cannot wake up properly.