End of the year

 8 38 am

some latest updates

1. well lets see, i hesitated about my reply to CATS college and did not respond until like 3 weeks later, they decided to go with other lecturers instead, this is my biggest issue, hesitation. Until they decided to pick someone else.

2. I don't think APU will get back to me at all so, best not to think about it and keep going. well i did tell myself i think this is my last interview for the month and year, maybe next year would be alot worse.

3. continue watching Unreal Engine tutorials and learning stuff, continue on Unity documentation and tutorials, and continue going to Polycount to see if there are new stuff over there, then continue working on the station despite i know the planning is not great at all.

4. i'm not sure what to do next, i just hope that next time i could respond faster to offers, because entering the games industry is my main choice now.

Mock Teaching and New PC

 3 19 am

some latest updates.

1. was invited for interview at APU, met 3 people, one was Head of Design, 1 was HR and the other i forgot, shared my mock teaching, showed my reel, and the shrine to them, they were nice to me and showed me respect, that was more than i can ask for

2. fully paid and received new PC after so many years, the cost is 10500 MYR but it is worth it, because i will not be buying or changing anything for next 9 years, this will have to be everything until i can collect more money and need reason for upgrade. test unreal engine 5.1 and it seems to cook and package well. I also migrated some stuffs over and will install all the applications again slowly.

3.  now that this PC is stronger i should have no issue dealing with framerate.

December

 11 01 pm

latest updates

1. I completed the prototype for The Station and started with the modeling stage, i figured i will switch between modeling for the different sections and stasis at moment, because i will start from there first. them slowly move.

2. Cats college got back to me and still have not got back to them yet, i decided it's best to return their call by tomorrow, i saw they posted a job advertisement in jobstreet and it's possible that i will get pushed away, serves me right, why did i decide to just wait abit to get back to them. in fact am if I have to do this part time lecturer thing? because once i call there is no turning away, i feel even asking about termination is shit enough. yes i feel really shit right now

3. Paid the other half for my PC and will wait from here onwards.

4. i don't think there will be anymore interviews for december, or next year

The Station

 8 59 pm

some latest updates.

1. Okay so the prototype for the station is completed, next stage is quick modeling and lighting of the map.

2. waiting for issue with Unifi

3. applying for Metropolice position tonight, APU called me up about the part time lecturer position but ignored me right after that.

CATS College and Index Game

 11 30 pm

some updates.

1. so CATS college got back to me, and they want me to teach their part time course in 3d fundamentals, Advance 3D Modeling and visual effects.

2. then Index Game, got back to me after they decided that i was not suitable and then decided to send me some message to give me some stupid test, well, i decided to do the test either way and get back at them.

3. have to pay more bills for this month.

4. I decided i will complete the prototype for the station this month after being done with index game test.