Class

 7 am

some updates

1. today is supposed to be the first day of class, 1 for 3 pm and another for 7 pm, i will observe the timings over and over. i just have no idea how things will turn out.

2. i think might continue japanese conversations.

3. The Station will not be put on hold, i might be able to secure some small amount of time to work on it during weekends or fridays.

Pointless Short Post

 1 33 am

short update

1. the email i replied to Javier Benitez has been replied, i'm added as a student to the class but it seems their schedule isn't really explained properly. I was expect Lokman to be added but i have not seen that name yet. but here goes, no turning back now no matter what until Javier Benitez decides i am hopeless and cannot be saved and expells me from Onyx academy.


2. I will continue to apply to positions and see if those interview appointments can be earlier than 3 pm

Onyx Academy

 10 15 am

latest updates

1. I replied to Onyx academy with my student agreement already, and just checked my email, it seems that there is no status updates or anything, i don't know if i should contact javier, what i can mention is that i think nothing will happen. maybe i should just move on.

2. i'm making slow progress with the station, really slow, not sure how much progress i can make this week.

3. i thinki i will try and enquire if my student agreement was received, and acknowledged and if i still make it, if not i will just move on and forget the whole thing. don't want to waist too much time

Onyx Academy

 6 17 am

some updates

1. so i recently completed my interview for the month and didn't look like it went well, also got caught in a traffic on the highway because i wanted to take the NPE and someone blocked me.

2. I got an offer to be accepted into Onyx academy to study environment art for 5 months, tuition free, visa free, transport money free, commuting free no allowance, not like i need the allowance anyway. I will ask Javier Benitez alot of questions before i return with the form or maybe will return to him with the form.

3. I also tried to get myself a freelance gig but it seems they can't be bothered to respond. so there you have it.

4. I am not sure yet how i will manage financially this year, but i hope that i can at least complete the environment artist training. regarding interviews i will see if they are needed at all.

April 2023

 4 41 am

latest updates

1. had my interview with Javier Benitinez, the onyx academy head, and i didn't think the interview will happen but it did. the interview started with just greetings then i shared information of myself. then he looked at my artwork, at first he was very interested in me in very positive manner, and wanted to have me in the programme then in slowly become not so positive and had doubt about me. then mentions results will come on 20th of whether the candidate will be selected for training. I have strong feeling i am not selected already and will need to move on.

2. I applied to a few other companies for interview as well, something tells me i just made a dumb choice but not sending back the application to Calian. I recently applied for modellers position with 2 other companies and waiting for any respond.

3. Next Monday is the last and final class for Japanese conversation.

4. Other than that i have no idea what will happen, except work on the station.

Monday

 11 30 am

some updates

1. i printed out the offer letter from Calian Games, i plan to show it to mom tonight and have a discussion about only how i want to ask questions but i will not sign the letter yet, i just need to know if they can be reliable and relay information to me.

2. almost 9 months since my last record of unemployment, it hasn't beaten the 1 year yet.

3. still working the station, progress is really slow and bad, i wanted to replace all blockouts by march but it's been delayed thanks to me being lazy. i tried to make progress but it seems i'm still moving too slow.

4. almost feel useless at moment, i hope i can get through this.