Saturday, November 30, 2013

further updates

8 12 pm

it's been a 3 months since I have been working at ganchos studios, as 3d artist, been more than a year since i returned from auckland, and so far I have found myself a position in a bumiputra startup company where i contribute to the country and economy, aint's it great?

I have further updates of whats happening in my life at moment other than just work therefore i could share the photos here, just recently only I have gone to the pagoda in KL with my family to offer prayers to my grandma, ye - ye and my dad, and burn money and offer food XD

the money we burned, there was more than this

food as invitation and offering

my family from the tham side

burning the money to them after some ceremony

and so forth the next update is my technical director bought himself a ps4 and plays games in the office, i decided to take a photo of it below

hehe apparently my co workers were also interested in the ps4 XD

the latest development is now ganchos has an office cat, probably from a neighbour, it was outside the office and decided to come in, everyone was playing around with him, he probably likes it here and will be coming everyday in fact he might decide to shift here XD, it's lucky that it's artistic work environment where he is acceptable and liked here, a corporate type of environment would have been the opposite, either way i'm glad the are good ppl here XD

other developments are my managing director ghazi have informed me that the following week there will be a new intern by the name of Chui yee coming in and interested to learn modeling, he asked me to take her under my guidance, it's the first time I ever had an intern to handle that reminds me of the time when i myself was an intern.

Monday, November 18, 2013


10 36 am

so it's early the morning again in ganchos, and mood seems casual, didn't feel like doing nay work yet, in fact maybe not even do any work at all. atmosphere today feels abit different, just have no idea why only

anyway haven't relly updated much of the photos here at all, guess i can show more of my working life in this blog

after works hours gaming session of team fortress with the staff, I play as scout

after works hours gaming session of team fortress with the staff

having lunch with co workers jason and shuet ling in subang parade

some collage photo of the staffs and interns in ganchos

so far this is the newest update to my working life, hm wat else can I look forward to?

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

3 months passed at ganchos

9 12 am

arrived at the office at 12 mins past 9, woke up so early just for the parking, and i learned that there are no cars today in the damn parking lot >.<, bs @#$!!

anyway screw that now that I am here I am continue relax until 10 45 am, maybe play some games in the morning keep myself awake. other than that nothing else to say, next progress i have is to texture a treehouse for little scientist and return to the previous treehouse and texture some bedroom, I was approach yesterday by awan to help out to do texture for vantura series.

thats all going on for 2day

Thursday, November 7, 2013


11 12 am

it's been more than 3 months ady working in ganchos, and life here is so - so until now, and I'm still doing fine, but i got something that i would like to share about here, it's been on my mind for ages and have to get it out.

ever since i returned from auckland things begin to change around me, psychologically, mentally, maturity and maybe even my mindset and way of thinking, i figure it was just me from the begining, then later i would realise i'm not the only one who thinks like that, most friends who been overseas before me share the same minds like me or probably different ways of thinking but that's not the point of this sharing. despite the fact that I feel abit different now there is something that i still cannot change and that relly is like the ice breaker to me, i somehow feel that there are others like me out there is this world who probably are stronger in life and better person than me and stronger will, i feel I'm most afraid to hurt them or even offend them.

it's like this have this aura around them  that make them untouchable or even totally untouchable, their heart is good will and their intentions are good, even if they are not physically strong but on the mental side they created fear with the other person. this is the ice breaker to me, is this some intellectual thing? someone is stronger and grown so much from pain actually choose to forgive? and the other person who maybe isn't so matured yet lacks the intellectual ability and suddenly feel overpowered by the person will stronger will?

this have been on my mind for sometime, i bet if I ever come across immature teenagers they probably feel the same way, what is the whole idea anyway? i'm obvious to the fact it's not used to bully but it's to even engage with someone and being reasonable.

in other words, i fear the stronger people who have stronger will than me, intellectual ability and i relly have no guts to face them, i end up shrinking, it happens so fast i feel i dun even have the ability to duel with them lol! not even dare to cross them.

i think i'm being too intellectual sometimes too, but i cannot help it, so wat else is there to even share about? i think that will be it today, sometimes i feel i'm abit over my head about something it's just a thought 

Friday, November 1, 2013


3 07 pm

well here goes, october is over and november is here, will pass by faster than you think, somehow i feel that some heavy piece crap is about to hit me very hard and I have no idea when, i think it's already did, and I am slowly feel it. i just don't know what is causing it yet.

so whats the problem chien? can you even figure out what it is? or just to afraid to ask what is the cause of it? what heavy crap do you anticipate later and how do i feel is affecting me? more like my current situation now?

ouh wth, this kind of crap make me cannot think straight, anyway screw it, my worker invited me to his church this sunday and I'm thinking whether shud go or not, the previous times I had encounter with a friend who was catholic and I ady have problems like that, I'm not sure I want to go through this same problem again, everytime with a christian there is always a problem! @#$!

i just wonder why I got to think of this, it seems that everytime I met a christian bad things happen to me, cut of friendship obstacle that takes away something for me, it's like they are main reason for my curse! but then again it's just me, i just feel everytime i come across them something shitty always happens.

air cond is in the office is also kind of cold, makes me feel sleepy sometimes, it's alot to complain about but i have my reasons, anyway next checkpoint is CF 2013, i guess shud expect some reunion over there other than that nothing else to expect.

shud I stop complaining? i might sounds immature for me at my age but what can i do about it? I will think about it