Thursday, January 16, 2014

life so far in 2014

11 am

4 months plus and counting in gancho studios as 3d artist and progress so far is, shuet ling have left and decided to freelance over fulltime when the 3 management decided not to meet her terms, jason either probably staying or leaving ganchos.

probably that leaves me to disscuss about my contract and terms with ganchos, the rest is as usual, I'm working on little scientist job and contribute abit to vantura. i'm also thinking about several other things, like starting that fixed deposit and putting in money from time to time as a safest investment for now others i would say is minors stuff.

where will i go in future, i do not know, i probably will try and apply to all other companis gain until 1 accepts me, unti i have decided i run out of options and work in selset, most probably i will work in selset if ganchos no longer needs me. how this industry works will be diff from before.

another one of my friends from lifeway has returned to m'sia already and getting interviews,  i guess auckland relly become worst after i left, it's life alot of artist are relly unemployed and left wondering what to do next. i feel it's abit ironic, many months before i was the one who was unemployed and searching and going through alot of difficulties and not sure what to do, now i'm still in a job and others i know who had job before are unemployed it's was relly weird. i probably fee it will happen to me again soon..

anyway latest sharing so far is glue studios internal project called rimba racer

so far i looked at a few local projects and rimba racer is also one of few animation that got appeal, at first impression, i wonder when they will release the full animation series instead of just giving out trailers, because sooner or later will get bored watchiing trailers. 

well it's holliday for me at moment, spend this weekend well and then back to work nxt week

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

8 days after new year

11 pm

it's been 8 days since new year and here's whats new

I'm deciding whether or not shud consider going to auckland for che's graduation, i got 1 more month probation until any further news, but i am seriously not giving heck about that anymore, what happens after that I will just go with the flow, i found my purpose in life and I won't ask for anything more.

I did however learn a few more things while working in malay company for 1st time, not all their skills are low and lame, some of them have certain skills and use of logic, some of them don't, but they all lack 1 thing in common, some good management skills. it's also been awhile since i did anything creative and ideas for myself but i am putting that on hold for moment because I hardly have reason to do it right now.

i probably will during the holliday season, at moment, I'm trying to pickup where i left off for japanese and art training which is supposed to be continues, what i covered in ganchos under a technical director ashraf azlan is 3d texture painting, game texture mapping is what he teaches me, very technical and not much on artistic area, I think that part I will have to teach him.

i will just try and finish my last probation in this 1 month thats all i know for now, i'm also been praying so hard to find a gf i wil like, wow it seems to becoming very hard lol, guess i should not think too much.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014


10 30 pm

it's finally the start of 2014, the new year, should be a whole new begining, willing to change and accept something new, but here I am feeling the total opposite. 2013 pass me by like lightn ing and now it's aldready 2014, I don't feel any different from the previous year, the cycle goes on like this.

latest updates are that this year there will be new contracts coming in for the 1st 5 artist and epf deduction, for me it's an entirely diff story, I was told issunderstandings my salary would be lowered to myr 2k which is less of concern to me, but i would still be under a 1 month probation, official or not official. because of some missunderstandings they are giving me 1 month to work on speed, i'm not sure where the whole complains are coming from relly but I'm pretty sure the upper staff need to be clear on the situation. but i did ask my supervisor this, if he wanted me to stay of to leave, and he's reply would be for me to stay.

I never want to argue my case because i knew people cannot be reason with, even if we tried but for now i keep low profile and do my job, I'm relly prepared to be let go either way, because this is reality and I will not run away from it fair game or not.